Overwhelmed with stress in Life As I Know It - 2022
- Jan. 15, 2023, 11:04 a.m.
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Pats dad has been in the hospital since Thursday. He fell and originally they said muscle spasms. Then they said kidney stones and now they’re not sure. But being in the hospital has completely spun him out making his dementia extremely alarming. He has no idea where hes at and believes they’re keeping him against his will. Its been really bad, the things he thinks is happening.
Now they’re talking about putting him in assisted living or getting him a full time nurse. Neither of which is financially something we can do. If they find a safe place for him, pat and I would have to move, which again is not financially doable. Dad pays the $1500/month rent now, and Pat and I pay more than $2200 in bills and food for the house. We can’t afford rent too. At least not coming up with a security deposit.
We told Kaitlyn today that he might not not be coming home. And if that happens she’s going to have to figure her shit out in a hurry. She quit her job over something stupid so we’ve been carrying her ass again which is seriously pissing me off. Shes not following ANY of the rules we set down before she moved back in and Pats just been letting it ride because of the holidays. Now I think she’s going to be forced into action.
WE’RE being forced into action and it’s completely overwhelming. Especially on top of the shit Kirsten is dealing with.
She lost her job a few days ago. They said she stole a pack of cigarettes. She swears she didn’t. Ill be honest, i dont know if she did or not. Shes lied in the past. A cop showed up at her house, told her what was going on, asked for her store keys,and got her side of the story.
There is video but it’s inconclusive so they are taking the stores side and she’s being charged with misdemeanor theft. She had to go to the police station to be fingerprinted and have mugshots taken. They gave her a court summons so she’ll have to appear for that.
Its just been a fucked up shitty week all around and I seriously need some downtime. I have a feeling this coming week is just going to be continuation of the same shit sandwich.
Im mentally, emotionally, and physically worn out.
Always Laughing ⋅ January 15, 2023
Praying for you all.