Life is so good that... [Friends Only Entry] Tuesday, November 19, 2002
I don't care that there are onions on my pizza!
Oh the pain and agony! Oh the happiness and the glory! Oh this life that is mine! I can't help but wonder, how did this little girl from the little town get so lucky?
I have food in my stomach. I have warmth in my home. I have beautiful music in my heart. I have the best friends in the world. My bills are paid. Christmas is coming. Can life be better than this? If it can, it doesn't matter because what I have now is enough to last me 40 days and 40 nights.
Beau really cares about me. He does everything that I have wanted so long. He picked me up and took me out. He drove all the way here to pick me up and took me to his house and drove me back. I am so happy I could cry. Lucky lucky me! No, he's not perfect. However, h's the closest thing to happiness that I have had in so long. He wants to take care of me. He grabbed my hand and walked me around the pond in his back yard. He gave me the royal tour of his home. I can't even tell you how many rooms it had. I got lost in the basement! We watched a movie on the 72 inch TV while sitting on the leather couches. Then when the move was over, he gave me the remote and let me watch whatever I wanted. He treated me like I was a queen. I felt like little orphan Annie. My face hurts from smiling!
Then there is Keith. Remember him? I kind of do. He called me tonight but my phone was off. He said something about being in Kentucky and he'd call me when he got back. WHO CARES!? Ha Ha. How and why he thinks he can just leave without saying anything and call me a week later and expect me to talk to him is beyond me. Who does he think I am? Does he think I am that weak? Do he think that I am stupid? IT'S OVER KEITH! I am no longer your bitch! I have become a human being since you left. Bye Bye.
I'll write later.
Her
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Thank you very much for the note. And yes, I know that I need to talk to someone about my cutting, but it's a scary thing. To admit that you truly have a problem that you can't control... Well, thank you. [Inside My Heart] 11/19/2002 2:01:03 AM
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