11-28-2022 in Happenings and Thoughts

Today was long. Work dragged on what felt like forever. My coworkers and managers abuse my personal stuff I use for work that I leave in the store. They throw away the lists I make and take my clips off of my clipboard and let anyone just grab them. I’m sick of spending my own money for work supplies and having them stolen and abused. So now I’ve started bring these things home with me or keeping them in my car. After last night and obsessing about this girl, I have debated all day about telling him that I love him. I do. But I feel like he might think I’m lying just to get his attention. I know I might have completely lost my chance and that thought alone is terrifying. I knew this would happen eventually. Lord help me.