I will never be a happy person... in My life

… and that’s okay. I will just go on and try to do the right things. But I am not happy. I won’t be for a long, long time.

I have responsibilities and I attain a kind of spiritual happiness for fulfilling them. But feeling happy? No.

Awesome PB entry I read today. https://www.prosebox.net/entry/1456551/mom-rage/

Just scrolling around PB guarantees some really satisfying read. Without fail. What a fantastic website.

I’m going to be a mom. It could be later but it could be soon. It’s really crazy. But I still really want to have professional success. Not sure what I can do now.

Last updated July 05, 2022