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December 17, 2023

10 sentences a day? in My life

I want to journal again. I’ve said that so many times :}. I mean, it is a hobby, which means it is entirely up to me whether I decide to do it or not. I thought it would just be nice to have a re...


Phew as to the first one, I guess. As to the second, at least the pregnancy test isn’t just offered twice every year, doesn’t cost hours to apply for, $700 to take and $1,000 and 10 weeks of stud...


Sources: https://blog.gratefulness.me/20-gratitude-journal-prompts-for-self-discovery/ Decided to use journal prompts now to see if that helps me write more. I think there’s being honest, vulnera...


August 30, 2023

Prosebox is my caffeine! in My life

It’s incredible how it works! I’m not a coffee drinker. I’m not a caffeine-intaker. Somehow. I don’t like the taste of coffee. Or tea. I don’t like carbonated drinks so no soda and very rarely en...


August 26, 2023

Court in My life

You don’t (or at least I don’t) often realize how important lawyers are to society until you see someone in court without a lawyer. It’s so sad. You’re there for what is probably the most import...


August 23, 2023

Too happy... to write?? in My life

Yeah, I think so. I have so many drafts saved here on PB but I never got around to finishing them. I still got to process a few things while writing those drafts, but I finished processing too so...


July 27, 2023

Post-bar in My life

It turned out that the bar exam was… physically demanding! First day was writing day. So, after 6 hours of typing FURIOUSLY, racing against the clock, I went home with… an arm sore. Left arm. I g...


All of this from a single paragraph: “Every decision you’ve made up to this point in your life has led you to this exam.” Now you’re making me question myself and every single one of my life choi...


July 16, 2023

I hate the bar exam in My life

So what else is new? It’s our 1-year anniversary but of course I can’t do anything. We’re just going to go out for lunch and eat the wedding cake from the freezer. That is it. I’m making all thes...


I have to tell myself that I’m not doing this because I love it. I’m doing it because I absolutely hate, abhor, despise, detest this and I just want to be DONE! I guess there are worse things to ...


June 27, 2023

Looking into my future in My life

I should write something. I’m too lazy or busy to write (at this point, the line isn’t clear), but I have this kind of aspirational thought about being able to travel back in time and see what my...


I will not eat 1 out of 60, Now It’s your turn. Use an 🤮to mark what you will NOT eat/drink. I’m extremely non-picky! Will eat anything and everything humans eat except for 1) raw meat/fish and 2...


It is officially over!!! Funny, I thought I would write more once I graduated and then here I am, still stuck. Technically, it’s not like anyone really depends on my writing for their livelihood ...


April 11, 2023

Goodbye, little baby in My life

Goodbye, little baby. We came for an ultrasound last week, which was supposed to be my 8th week of pregnancy. The doctor said that the size of you looked more like 6 weeks along and they couldn’t...


March 29, 2023

7 weeks pregnant in My life

Dear Baby, Exactly one more week until we get to hear you heartbeat for the first time! Yay! Update on my state of pregnancy: I don’t feel as tired as before but I think some food aversion and cr...


March 22, 2023

6 weeks pregnant in My life

Dear Baby, I should force myself to write lol. You’ve been awfully quiet lately. How have you been? I don’t feel anything different from my usual self except that I temporarily got rid of my good...


March 13, 2023

3 weeks old baby in My life

Dear Baby, I’m really not much a writer (I keep wondering why I am in law school at all) but I feel like I should write. You’ve made me a mom. You are my first. The magical seed of life inside m...


Still my biggest blessing in life. I’m thinking that I’ve spent all the luck allotted to me to find him, now I can’t get lucky in life anymore. Is your partner older or younger than you? Older...


The therapy session today just left me in absolute defeat. Where am I going to now? Where am I getting that outlet? The therapist today introduced himself as having a doctoral degree in counselin...


Why do I even think that it’s going to be different each time? I’m in trouble now. Where else can I find an outlet?


I’ll be there for them, as much as they need/want me to. The best way to not care about this at all is to think about this as little as I can. I think the more I dwell on this, the more it’s goin...


I finally became too much to my husband, so now I’m going to get therapy. I told them that I just wanted an active listener. I DO NOT WANT ADVICE OF ANY SORT. I already know what I want to do. I ...


We had a class speaker today from Lawyers Concerned for Lawyers, a MN organization that helps lawyers, judges, and law students with mental health issues. I tried them before, didn’t help. This w...


Also, tired of panic attacks. Just tired. When I’m 35, what do I want to be? An experienced attorney or an inexperienced engineer? The thought of starting all over again… THIRD CAREER NOW… is ju...


February 04, 2023

100 days until Graduation!!! in My life

8:35 AM. Until 9:10 AM, I want 35 minutes of working, then hanging out with my husband a bit before he’s off to Grandma’s house. 10 minutes short… husband distracted me though. I want to work 6 h...


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