Content warning: NSFW & unalive talk
If you haven’t read my previous entry about how I got into the situation of hooking up with two very much older co-workers here’s the basic rundown. (Read I F*cked Up for the full story.) One of my older co-workers “A” and I were talking and it turned sexual. We exchanged Snapchats and I sent nudes to him. He got a co-worker “B” to join in as well as now we have fun in the office after work.
Co-worker A and I have been getting closer the last few weeks. I had a massive panic attack and a breakdown. I feel bad and guilty that I had it but I wasn’t in control of my emotions and wanted to unalive myself. I texted him that I needed help (it was like 1AM) and he was awake and calmed me down. He had a friend unalive himself years ago and said that he would never turn a blind eye to it again and would help in any way he could. He was very sweet, kept me distracted, and listened to me while I cried. I apologized the next morning as that was not okay of me to put him in that situation but he said that it was okay and he was happy that he could help.
Since then, we’ve gotten very close. We’ve been texting almost every day and any time that I needed him he’s been there. But we’ve also been a little closer when it comes to sending each other spicy photos…and now even videos.
One thing he really likes is watching me with other people. He likes watching me being “used” by others as I am very submissive, even though I am most definitely a brat in and outside of the bedroom. I love when partners record me during sex. I always make sure it’s only on my phone and I never give them a copy. I have full and complete control of what gets recorded and where it’s stored.
I had a hookup a few weeks ago with this one guy. Let’s call him T. He is super sweet but not really my type to date, but we have become friends with benefits. Neither of us has had time to hang out the last few weeks though. But the last time we hung out he treated me like his personal little f*ck toy. It was pure bliss. He choked me, spanked me, pulled my hair, made me deep throat him, and came inside me. (I’m infertile and have an IUD so no pregnancy scares and we both got tested before we did this so no STDs.) He recorded me sucking him off and fucking me raw. The videos make me so wet when I watch them back.
He came in me three times before I left. There was plenty of aftercare too so I was very happy. I immediately texted coworker A and told him everything that happened and he told me to send the videos. I want to preface this with I trust my coworker completely, he always completely deletes the videos and sends me proof any pictures or videos I send are completely erased from his phone and even hands me his phone at work to go through it if I want to see for myself. He is very much about consent and I trust him 100% as I have just as much dirt on him as he has on me.
I sent him the videos and he loved them so much. He kept telling me how much of a good girl I was (which makes me melt every time I hear it) and he kept complimenting me and telling me he wanted to see more. For the last few weeks, A’s been asking when T and I were going to see each other again to make more videos, and T and I finally made plans to hang out tomorrow to shoot more content.
I’m excited and a little nervous as it’s been almost a month since we’ve seen each other. Would anyone want a NSFW post detailing what happens? Let me know!
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