he made me feel like i could trust him. like he'd never leave me. and there's a certain sense of safety there. :) in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

Ya know back like. a yr. and.........23 days ago. Evan saved me. he took care of me the way people should've a long time ago. but apparently not only would I not have been receptive, A but apparently 2: when you're in the hospital for EDs it's not their jobto take care of you. no their job is to make sure you recover. yeah it's a bit inpersonal.

but whereas w/ Evan. he never left me out of anger. and he still hasn't. and there's a certain sense of safety there. there's a certain sense of 'I will always be there/here. for you'.

and I think honestly that's why I miss it so much.