Dear Hayeti...
It has been just over 2 weeks since I held you in my arms. I miss you so much. Life feels so meaningless without you here.
Everywhere I look is a reminder of you. A reminder that I will spending the rest of my days on earth with out you. Without your voice. Your touch. Your laugh. Your encouragement.
I quickly remind myself that I have to be strong, because that is what you wanted. It is what i want also, as being strong or breaking down will not bring you back, so will opt for the option that will benefit & please God, children and myself.
Jannah keeps asking questions about you. She is only 3 but oh so smart. She asks, where you are, if you are still sick and threatens her older brother and younger sister that she is going to dob on them to you. I can't help but sob when she asks these questions as I don't know what to say. She then tells me quite sternly to stop crying like a baby because I am a big girl, like her.
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