Monday 5/19 in Plan B

The Voice is on tonight. Our boy is on from Sarasota and he grew up in the bay area. So we will see. Still waiting on Sharon. She is with Jan now. She asked me to come along. No. No. No. Called the bank and it was a hot mess. There is no choice for them. They want me to stay in my house no matter what. No short sale no nothing. Nice. So come June 1, they aren't going to get a house payment. Force me into foreclosure ass wipes. Ugh. It is so aggrivating. So grateful I am going to B.G. tomarrow and scream my bloody head off where it's legal and I won't get arrested. Get out all my aggrivation and what not. I need some fun that isn't surrounded by some lame bar and alchol. Tried to take a nap but the phone rang too much. I was going to make a pizza but I will eat a salad instead. I hope Josh wins tonight. I am so all over the place. Going to graze and sign off. Peace Out and In an stay there.