#TMIFiles: The Typo in These Foolish Things
- Oct. 21, 2021, 3:19 p.m.
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I didn’t want to leave you hanging since you sent me suuuuuch great juju notes on my last entry.
Had an INSANE day yesterday - my mind was spinning with all kinds of thoughts ranging from, “I wonder if the cancer treatment actually worked?” to “Am I dying?” to “How am I going to get my work project finalized before the end of the day??”
Yesterday I had the appointment with my oncologist to go over the results of my post-chemo CT scans of chest, abdomen and pelvis to see how I looked after treatment. I was nervous as shit, but decided not to take my normal pre-cancer-center Valium. I was gonna ride this one out.
When I got to the cancer center, everything was running smoothly - checked in, blood drawn, nurse checking vitals, boom, boom, BOOM. And even Hot Onc was ultra prompt! He came in, sat down and asked me how I was doing since last we spoke and then he asked me if I’d seen the results of my scan, knowing that they were sitting there in my patient portal.
I told him no, that I didn’t want to go over the results by myself because I might see something in there that would freak me out. And he said, “Yeah, that’s why I don’t like sending reports to patients before we’ve had a chance to talk…”
And he proceeded to tell me that my results had a typo.
[pregnant pause]
A REALLY MAJOR typo.
Bottom line is that the report summary actually read like this: “Findings of new metastatic disease in the chest, abdomen, pelvis”
Then he took his pen out and told me that what it should have read was, “NO findings of new metastatic disease in the chest, abdomen, or pelvis.”
And he wrote “NO” in big, bold letters on the printout and gave it to me.
And I started crying.
Not because I was scared about the results and if they were real (because Hot Onc immediately tried to console me and tell me that he’d checked over and over and consulted with the radiologist and confirmed and confirmed that there was no sign of cancer), but because I was thinking about the ME who, before cancer diagnosis, would not have been able to resist opening that document.
I would have ended up in a big heap on the bathroom floor - likely for days on end.
I cried for that poor person. I remembered the day I googled something that the stupid scheduler told me after my colon resection surgery as we were scheduling my follow-up. I hung up the phone, pulled the car over in my favorite park and was on a park bench googling that shit. And when I saw Dr. Google’s prognosis, I sunk as low as I’ve ever sunk in my whole life. I was as good as dead on that bench at that moment. I remembered her and I cried for her.
Two little letters.
All the difference in the WORLD.
But I’m here to tell you that at this very moment…
I AM CANCER FREE.
How do you like that report?
Still standing,
GS
Last updated October 21, 2021
Complicated Disaster ⋅ October 21, 2021
OMFG! I'm SO HAPPY for you. And SO HAPPY that you didn't read that report!!!
<3 <3 <3
xx
WeAreStarStuff ⋅ October 21, 2021
That’s amazing news! I’m so glad you didn’t look before. 💜
Firebabe ⋅ October 21, 2021
Crap, my heart is beating fast just reading this. Yay for good judgment calls in waiting to view test results! SO HAPPY FOR YOU!
Amelie's Twin ⋅ October 21, 2021
Best. Report. EVER.
bobbi01 ⋅ October 21, 2021
I like it A LOT. I also want to go after the dumbfuck who typed the report with an icepick!
Nash ⋅ October 21, 2021
Fantastic news. I am surprised the medical facility would use no or not in such a report instead of the more steadfast positive and negative. Most newspapers report verdicts of guilty and not guilty as either guilty or innocent to avoid just such a snafu. I am not a member of the Bar and I have just enough legal training to be dangerous but I suspect such an easily avoidable error is legally actionable.
kansasgirl ⋅ October 21, 2021
NO is the best word in the world sometimes and this is at the top of that list!
Delilah ⋅ October 21, 2021
Congratulations!!!
plushcreep ⋅ October 21, 2021
Best news EVAH!!
ninakir88 ⋅ October 21, 2021
congrats!!
I'm an Okking Fool ⋅ October 21, 2021
Such wonderful news!
simple mind ⋅ October 22, 2021
Yes! So happy for you!
Sunny Baudelaire ⋅ October 22, 2021
I am SO happy for you!!! But damn, medical records needs to not make mistakes like that.
.allison. ⋅ October 22, 2021
jesus christ! my heart stopped for a second! congratulations!!
colder ⋅ October 22, 2021 (edited October 22, 2021)
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I think that all your drive, dedication, determination, and resolve to beat this have paid off. 🙂
I really appreciate here that you have not tried to put on a face for us, you have told us pretty much everything. The brave moments, the little triumphs, the low and fearful times. Probably some of us will walk this path one day and you have given us things to remember. You’re Christopher Robin telling us we’re stronger than we think and braver than we believe, and showing us how to be those things too.
Celebrate big 🙂
Bre M ⋅ October 23, 2021
That's absolutely terrific news! Feel very happy for you
a girl thinking ⋅ October 23, 2021
❤
WhatDreamsMayCome ⋅ October 25, 2021
Wonderful
Deleted user ⋅ October 25, 2021
YAY, NO CANCER!
But damn, what a way to find out.
Jinn ⋅ October 29, 2021
Wonderful !
Jinn ⋅ October 29, 2021
What a mistake to make on that report though. That one was huge . 🤦♀️
pandora ⋅ November 04, 2021
ACK! I am so happy for you - also I cannot BELIEVE someone can be as careless as to make a typo like that?!?!?!?!?!?! WTF.