I am missing my family more than ever this past week. Being isolated and alone is starting to get to me. Don't get me wrong I LOVE my alone time, but lately I have had to much of it. Boredom is starting to kick in full swing. Today I got on Facebook for about 5 minutes, and that was all I could take. Not because it was full of drama, but because everyone was so happy today, minus the few that are never happy. For the most part everyone is in high spirits. For some it is because they finally finished another year in College, or high school, and for others they are just living it up with other friends in the great weather they have been receiving.
This got me to think about what I have accomplished. It has been a year since I graduated, and the only thing I have done is drop out of beauty school, and move across country. Now I am only stuck with student loan payments, and the feelings of envy, and boredom.
From day to day I only wait for my boyfriend to get home from work. Wile I fill my time with cleaning, and Netfilx. In 3 weeks we are moving to Colorado so I see no point in trying to find a job here if I wont be here for much longer. I was looking forward to booking a flight back home at the end of this month to watch a good friend of mine graduate, but now it looks like that just wont work out with the move. The money and timing is not right.
These past few days the weather here has not been all sunshine. The wind grew more harsh. Last night I saw snow fall from a cloudy sky. The aftermath of thunderstorms give me pounding migraines. Wile back in my home town It is all fun in the sun with high 70's. I would kill for that weather right now. All my old friends are enjoying it without me. To say the least I am jealous.
I am missing my mothers home cooking, and I missed my sisters prom. Which was very important to her. I guess time away makes the heart grow fonder. Hopefully I will be able to visit once I get settled in after the move to Colorado.
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