Mother's Day Blues in What Is This Thing Called Life?

Pain is kicking in full force on this Mother's day. I gave a beautiful little girl up for adoption almost 3 years ago. If that doesn't hurt enough I can't even be with my own mother today. With feelings of being isolated lately today has pushed me over the edge. Those feelings only grow stronger as the day drags on. My heart is heavy, and brim full of pain. Not only am I feeling emotional pain today. I also woke up feeling physically ill. Today I am weak. Head pounding, and eyes burning. But I do wish all the other mother's and mother's to be a happy Mother's Day!