Wanting friends in Journal 2021

I’m kinda sad, I miss my old friends but I cut myself off for a reason. I really really miss my friend Sebastain. I see him as a little brother but I need to work on myself before we talk. Some for with my friend who was helping me. Really only one friend has been talking and that’s rarely. I sleep alot now, I cant help it and I’m preparing for college. I’m nervous especially to ride the bus but I have to push through it. And I might get a bank account FINALLY. Annnddd I quit my job if I didnt mention that before.