Worry about you.
I don’t know what to say anymore. But I do love you, still. I just feel like…
The pressure on our relationship feels unabated. And I’m not trying- I hope it’s not me, somehow. Maybe I’m reading too much into things, anyhow. You’re a new mom. You have a good and supportive friend group (I hope. They seem nice). Maybe you’re just not thinking about it.
(Sometimes
Sometimes, truthfully, I think you want me to feel bad. A leftover feeling, maybe. Perhaps I simply DO feel bad. Ha.)
Maybe it’s not fair to be judgmental like this when I reached out in the first place because I was worried.
I’m still worried. Not about us, our friendship, whatever this is- about you. If it’s not just vent posting, I just hope I can be there for you. If you’re happy, I hope it continues.
Don’t let me get in the way.
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I suppose I should mention, I keep Thinking About It. I didn’t call.
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