almost time. in A Day in the Life of Me

Will be viewing his fathers funeral in about an hour and a half.
I hope this brings him peace, and closure.
I wish nothing more then that we had been able to go back, before all this.
I can’t really beat myself up about it, I tried.
Fucking Covid hasn’t helped.
Going to be a long night.

On the plus side, my mom had her first shot yesterday, and D gets his next week.
Still waiting for my age bracket to be cleared so I can book for mine.
Also still thinking through the school thing.. Gonna take a bit more looking into and research into funding. Have to make some calls/fire off some emails soon.
Maybe the tickets I bought today will finally be the lucky ones and I can
a) not have to worry about costs
b)be able to study what I want

dreams.