Today Has Been SUCH A Hard Day.. And yet the princess is still waiting for her prince to come save her. in Firestone

Today has been so hard for me. From my anxiety getting such a tight grasp on me, for god knows why. To my thoughts literally soaring to any thought possible. My thoughts are fighting with each other.
One moment I don’t even want to be here anymore.. The next I can’t wait to go home. One second I love you.. The next, I’m thinking that I don’t want to be with you anymore..
And I think it’s because you haven’t learned how to love me when I’m feeling like this. And because you haven’t learned, you don’t do anything about it when I’m having a bad day..
And today.. I’m having a really bad day.
But instead of coming home to me and waiting to help make me feel better, you made plans AND on top of that, you said you wouldn’t even be responding because you’d be getting in a flow..
Like what is that? You know I’m not having a good day, and you still are going to leave me alone.. because you made plans and your plans are too important.