I Miss My "Friend" in Food For Thought

I’m not going to lie. I miss my friend a lot.
A lot.
I’ve been trying to get you off my brain but I CAN’T. I just want to talk to you. What makes me upset is that you told me I was just your friend. And that is something that both of us followed this whole time. You made plans with me. You made promises that you said you’d keep. Promises to go on trips, to teach me meals, workouts and Spanish.
I’m so upset with you. Because the reason you stopped being my friend is NOT a good reason at all! But you’re too stubborn and a punk ass to even realize that what you’re doing is NOT OKAY. However, you KNOW it’s not healthy.. You KNOW it’s not something you should do. But you do it anyways because you’re used to it.
I hope my messages and snapchats are making you smile at least.
And I really hope that you realize how ridiculous this is.. and then reach out.
Part of me wants to be a pain in the ass and not bother.. but the other part of me just wants her friend back.
I really miss you.. :(

Last updated April 01, 2021