Truth. in Journal 2021

I don’t think I was supposed to hear the conversation.

My mother’s fiancee was talking about how he thinks I’ll basically drop out or give up and how I can’t take care of myself. And that my mom needs to talk to me about how I need to go, I guess just never even visit? And my mom more or less agreed but said she believes I’ll stay in college.

I feel like shit. That’s one of the worse things anyone’s ever said about me. If I had none they wanted more to get out of here so fast I would have applied internationally if they want me to leave so bad.