Today in These Foolish Things
- Feb. 5, 2021, 6:12 p.m.
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I ate a 1/2 sandwich after not being able to eat since Tuesday. I’ve NEVER not eaten - even when I was in the ER with a life-threatening injury. I’ve never gone that long without eating. I can’t believe I even had the energy to walk! But I know I’m going to need the energy to FIGHT.
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I felt my friends rallying. I can’t tell you how much comfort I feel knowing that people are there for me. I have to say that there were times during this fucking pandemic that I actually felt I was 100% alone. This was an amazing reminder that I am NOT.
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I feel the love from this community and I appreciate the messages and texts and wishes. I’ve said this so many times, but I still can’t believe I have this virtual community as well. I am so, so lucky.
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I have been waiting for the results of my CT scan for my abdomen/pelvis. I haven’t heard yet and I think that’s the most anxiety-inducing.
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I told a guy I matched with on match.com what was going on for full disclosure after he told me he wanted to meet. And he actually called me to talk. I was busy at work so I couldn’t really have a conversation, but I think we’re going to talk tonight.
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I’m still in shock, but that brings out the talker in me. I may not shut up here. I hope that’s okay.
I love you,
GS
The Thirsty Oriental ⋅ February 05, 2021
❤️❤️Thinking of you
WeAreStarStuff ⋅ February 05, 2021
💜
pandora ⋅ February 05, 2021
Yes, eat, you need your strength! I am so surprised by this, I cannot imagine how you feel. Please share as much as you need to here. Xo
Firebabe ⋅ February 05, 2021
Love that you're a fighter. We'll be here to help you however we can. 🧡
bobbi01 ⋅ February 05, 2021
Talk it out, we are all here to listen and cheer you on.
Fred ⋅ February 05, 2021
Please talk. I’ve been thinking about you ever since I read yesterday’s update. Take care.
Soliloquy ⋅ February 05, 2021
We’re here for you, and hanging on every word. Talk as much as you need to.
Jinn ⋅ February 05, 2021
We love you too and we are all in your corner .
Deleted user ⋅ February 06, 2021
Don't stop talking. Write through it! Every hard time in my life has been a time of increased writing and it's always done me loads of good.
You are so loved here on PB, you've connected with so many people here in a positive way and it's no wonder people are rallying around you. I am sure that in real life it's the same. There's a reason you have such a big cheering section, and it's because everyone thinks you are pretty great.
Good luck with the scans!
Marg ⋅ February 06, 2021
Of course it’s ok! Write it all out - it’ll help.
At Last ⋅ February 06, 2021
This is so much to process. Talk talk talk. And eat!! We’re all here listening.
Gangleri ⋅ February 06, 2021
Talk! First of all, it's YOUR diary, second of all, much better to let it out.
plushcreep ⋅ February 08, 2021
I'm impressed that he's so willing to talk with you on the phone. Good sign.