"If you expect nothing from anybody, you’re never disappointed" in The Wanderer

-SP

WELL. I broke the news to D's friend at work and I am pretty sure the word is finally out. It is definitely tricky to make sure it's known that I want an NSA without sounding like a slut or something. Also, I don't want to sound desperate or anything so that is why I have not got directly to D about how I feel. I saw him yesterday unexpectedly because I thought he had the day off, but there he was from day shift as I was coming in for night shift...and I could just tell he knew right away. He had a huge smile on his face and was talking to me a lot and made sure he said bye to me before he left, which never happens! BUT. I don't want to expect anything to actually happen between us....mostly because I am pretty sure I am not his type. And by that. I mean body type mostly. I feel like he'd rather a girl with some meat on her body. Me..I'm just bones. Gross. I hate it. Oh well. We shall see.

Saturday night Margot and I went out! We went to that 80s bar and did not stay long because it was definitely not a hang out for people our age! We were the youngest people there. There was even a dude in a wheelchair on the dance floor.....so then we went to Pomona and went to some club, where I was, of course, the only little white girl. But we still had fun dancing and drinking!

Yesterday day I spent time at Faye's for Easter and hung out with her former student Kevin mostly. He is gay and super awesome. I told him to apply at the YH because he is looking for a job and I hope he does!