Day 1 Pog in Diaries of a loser kid

So instead of daily logging my life in the form of tweets, i’ll now log my daily life in the form of this, whatever the fuck it is, and oh yeah if ur an immature kid (regardless of ur age as long as its 18+) u can fuck right off this book is not for you
Anyyyway, i’m a loser IRL i don’t go out, never had a real life relationship, still a virgin, never kissed, antisocial, introverted and basically hate any human interaction and avoid it like its the plague.
i work for an airline in a third world country so that’s cool, covid has been GREAT since i didn’t go out anyways all covid really did for my life is reduce my working hours from 12 hours daily 5 days a week to 12 weekly, that’s fucking insane.
Well just now has it dawned on me how fucking pathetic my life has been and now i would very much like to change, the first step in doing that is apologizing where it matters for the mistakes i made, which i did, the second step was to improve my income, which i’m in the process of doing, and the third was to be more of a yes man which i JUST started doing; a firend invited me to travel with him next week and i just fucking SAID YES LETS GOOOO. the next step which i’m not going to take now and to be honest i have no idea when i’m taking it is to get a girlfriend, not some random one but one i have AT LEAST some feelings for, i assume the path to getting that is taking care of my body, becoming less fat, dressing better, practicing better hygiene and all that getting a good sense of fashion OMIGALUL, yeaaaah, being a presentable and likeable human being is hard and most of the time uncomfortable but we donig it, BUT EY WE DOING IT.
anyways that’s the end of this beautiful morning’s entry, if i don’t log more means i forgot about this website.