Wed.4/23 in Plan B

The sun is out for the first time in a long time. By the time I got home last night an talked to Sharon it was too late to write. The woman who trained me last night actually didn't have a cell phone. She took care of her residents really well. Put lotion on their legs - pillows when needed ect. and that means alot to me. That right there amazed me. They take care of their residents well. There is a supply closet if you need anything from wipes to chucks to diapers and pull - ups. I thought I heard angels sing when the door opened. Big ol beam of sunlight coming out from behind. Everyone pivots, moves and are independent for the most part. Everyone respects the nurses and the owner. I took notes, gave a shower and helped change people. I think it will be ok. Now just to juggle Helen in with all of this. Glad I did not do her yesturday. The extra hour is still an extra hour. Which means I am usually in bed by 11:30 and now I'm just rollin in more or less so we will have some adjustment there. We get a full 8 hours so that's nice. I just want to "stay" somewhere. Just go to work - take care of my peeps and call it a party. Yes there will me some mess - ups but at least I won't be counting bruises.

I spoke to my "Touch Point Mang." yesturday. I have no clue to what her name is or how to prounounce it. So let's call her LaQuisha. L to the Q. She is my last and final one. Now I am done with the processors and the gatekeeping and now it is in underwritters. It has been one long journey and I am finally glad to see it end. If you would have told me last year this was going to happen I would have thought you were on crack. But now everything seems to be ok. I am going to make it. I have an apt. big enough for me and my 2 kids, in downtown close enough to everything and peaceful enough that I don't hear anyone. When I look out my windows I don't see a house across the street. It took a long time coming but I think I made and feel like I made the right desicion. I got the "itch" out of me wanting to own a home and now that is out of my system I can move on. Renting isn't so bad anymore concidering where I live. It is nice. I will make it. It was a rough start but now I feel like I made the right choice and that right there means alot. I know people know who have such strong attatchments to their home that they have no choice but to foreclose. Least I am saving on my credit some. Going to do some yoga and slowly wake up. Onward and Upward. Peace Out and In