Moving on. in The Awesome Chronicles of me.

These four things I KNOW ARE TRUE:

1) I'm moving on.

2) I got my stuff back.

3) Looks like i'm going to Indy by myself.

4) I'm making pizza. Woot.

So here we go..

Yeah. So I guess it started friday night when I was having a difficult time sleeping (I did listen to about 4 episodes of flip the table, a board gaming podcast where they play really old and silly board games) When I noticed on the Facebook the proverbial "Hey your in a relationship, but with no one".. Then saturday came.. all that came down. I spent all day numb, watching sports and barely eating. That was my mourning day. Am I sad still? Yeah. Am I moving on? Yeah.
However I think I'm done with relationships. I've been burned more than one time. I think its FWB, and things like that.

Now here is where I'm screwed: I have two tickets to Manchester City vs AC Milan.. We were supposed to go together. Welp, Thats not happening. (I'm still going, but I might have one free ticket.. which in turns inadvertently ruined my birthday because this was my big birthday gift) A bigger one.. We were supposed to go to Indy with her and a friend. I'm now going by myself, for I do not know anyone thats going. So i'm putting up a big hotel fee by myself (i'm doing a crap ton of work for my mom, but thats not the point) She gave me some money before (450, its now 350) .. and I think she wants it back.. however I do not think I am giving it back, that was a deposit.. a non refundable deposit I think.. and honestly.. this might make me sound like a bad person, but I am so guilt tripping her. She threw this on me, and while I think we will be friends in the long run, the short run.. I dunno. The final one, which really concerns me is.. She was a personal reference for my resume, and while she said she would still give me a good reference.. I do not know. So welp. We'll see. If she ever asked if I would take her back? I honestly do not know. I don't really forgive heartbreak, and boy on saturday was I heartbroken.

Sunday was easter.. I had such a headache, my niece was here.. she was cute, but oh boy chaos.. I'm a man of order.. but she had my Nerf gun and she was shooting everyone with it. She was so hyper though. I was so run down though after wards.

Today. She came up, she gave me back my gameboy advance, all games I lent her, and a card table. She had a snuggie up here (which I kind of vindictively put a note she wrote me in the one pocket) But other than that I shipped out a game from an auction, i'm shipping out some more stuff tomorrow (which was a surprise sell) But yeah.. Thats all.. I think I'm gonna fire up a video game tonight, I dunno If i'm continuing radiant historia or not. But who knows.

I'm off for the night, Tomorrow (one week) i'm going to go get some wings with my mom. Yay. Who knows what else asides from gaming.

Edit: I forgot to mention, since yesterday, my friend Krystal and I have been talking, She and I have been through a lot. I've known her for at least 7 years. And we have somewhat fooled around in the past before but you know.. however she has been texting me lots of pics of her and somewhat flirting with me. I was talking about not knowing anyone else to go to the soccer game and she said "maybe you'll find a cute girl by then" Weirrrd. Its kind of cool, but who knows.

I shall return wednesday.

Thus ends our broadcast day.

Good night, and good luck

Chris