Felt like writing in I write

Walked with a friend from school I haven’t seen in soooooo long. Finally made it happen.

Yeah I know I said I don’t have friends, but I called her the other day cause I wanna change that’s part of me trying to change - attempting to stay in touch with people whom I actually wanna stay in touch with (which I have like never given thought about I’ve always just continued living life). So I guess this is a step.

I’ve come to that true realization that I need no one but myself, which I’m happy about. I want to continue developing this.

So anyways my friend and I got into talking about exercise so yeah.

But tbh I like being a loner for the most part. And doing stuff and listening to podcasts and etc.

Got some things done today yay!

I feel like I’m getting back to myself. (Cautiously optimistic.). I’m not the same as I was months ago.

Schedule and structuring out the days and prioritizing your shit is sooo important like seriously cannot stress it enough. Everything adds up and makes the difference. And personally for me, I realized self-care is really important. More important than how I used to perceive it in the past. In past I thought it was being selfish or uncaring for others. But no it’s so important.

Something about social media, I don’t feel that gist to write out stuff anymore. It isn’t me to actively use social media. I never was that kinda person. Some people do and they like it and that’s how they are. But me, no I’m not like that. I grew up “shy” “reserved” mostly to myself not that social. Unless I was having some job that’s associated with social media but otherwise no. Idk what it is but I like journaling on prosebox. I write down my thoughts and then carry on.

Back to AM work tmrw! Go to sleep

Goodnight

Last updated December 05, 2020