As an A+ student in high school, I was always careful with the school. I made sure I was on top of my grades, and my highest GPA was 4.6. Now I am in Junior Year and cannot say the same.
For weeks I have been unmotivated. I don’t even want to finish writing this, but gotta write before I give up on this. My mother always calls me lazy and blames me for procrastinating. The thing is, even when the assignment is due ten minutes before class I still don’t finish it. I don’t rush it (otherwise it would be procrastination), and I would be spending hours on an assignment yet haven’t had the motivation to finish it.
I have nine classes (3 college classes, 2 AP) and graduating early as a junior. I have a whole lot ahead of me, but recently I feel as if I gave up. I’ve been becoming restless, loss of appetite (1 meal a day), and my grades are dropping to B’s.
I don’t know what this means, but my mom is already mad at me for “procrastinating”, yet I don’t know why. I loved school and always took it seriously, until now. I’ve just lost motivation to do anything at this point without a purpose.
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