Inner Demons. in Time To Leave

I can’t stop saying “I can’t wait to leave”. I know it’s something I like to say in the moment BECAUSE it’s coming to the time where I am actually going to leave the nest.. And as excited as I am to finally have my own place.. I’m nervous. I still don’t have my dream job. I still don’t have things planned and aligned out for what I need inside a new place, or even a place to say “that one. that’s the one I’ll be in.” I know that I need to pray and put this in God’s hands. But man.. I am so nervous. I am READY! I really am. But at the same time.. am I? This is one of the adultiest adult things I’ve ever done and I don’t want to mess up.
I guess this post is to be continued.
I hope that future Marisa tells me that I had nothing to worry about and that everything turned out perfect.