So far today has been a mess. It’s always a mess. I’ve been over thinking again and this time it’s really ticked him off. It’s an ongoing, continuous circle of crap. I’m at the point where I don’t even know if I’m the one that’s wrong, or is it him? Or is it both of us?
The house isn’t fully cleaned again, the kids are super energetic today and can’t be calmed in any way, I keep going over bills and trying to figure out which is the better way to go do I remodel or do we get a new house, and lastly I didn’t give him “attention” this morning because he was gonna be late for work.
Times like these make me wonder does he really have the right to be mad at me over this? Do I just continue to apologize and try to do what he wants the way he wants?
(First time writing a diary/ journal thing. And rereading this to myself. He’s not abusive, I just can’t deal with people being angry very well.)
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