Hurt, but mad as hell. in Deeper Bits (Emotional and such)

So I mentioned a few months back that I had started talking to MC again. Someone please tell me why the hell I keep giving people who have done me wrong more than one chance. Okay, I get that I probably should be willing to give people second chances, but that seems to be nothing but a backfire every time. 4 months, like last time, she’s been lying to me. Not even lying by omission, I mean outright lying to me. She said that she hadn’t had time or whatever to date, and had made comments about stopping by. So, after not hearing from her for a few days, which is abnormal, I texted her versus just FB messenger, and then thought “eh, I’ll look at her profile.” Yeah, just like last time, that’s where I learn the truth. She’s engaged. It’s not like this was a new development. We’ve been talking pretty much daily since May, and she’s point blank told me she’s single and missed a lot of the emotional support of a relationship. Now, I could be way off, but don’t people usually date for longer than 4 months when they get engaged? Am I missing something?
This is the last time I give a second chance. I’m done. I’m so done. Just another reason to get the hell out of here. Seattle people are such a damn disappointment. It’s been nothing but a disappointment starting with BM and just carrying on for 10 years. 10 years I’ve been here. 10 years of being disappointed by people to try and call themselves my friend. Or my girlfriend.
I’ve got to get out of here. I can’t deal with this shit anymore. I can’t deal with these people anymore. These weak minded, passive aggressive, soft as shite, entitled, disrespectful, dishonest, delusional, people.