Am I stupid?.... in Late night thoughts

Am I stupid to still believe that one day I will meet the person of my dreams and never feel alone anymore. Am I stupid to still hope that the memories I hold will slowly fade and leave me nothing but whole. Am I stupid to still dream of the things we never did or dream that one day I will be somebody’s everything. Cause hit after hit my heart has fell weak, my faith my hope my dreams have ran away. But I’ll still wait until my last day to hold your hand in mine, don’t know when but I know that you will be mine again.