Today was a better day, even if the routine was off. I woke up later than usual, because I feel very tired. Not physically, just mentally very tired. I’m finding work stress is affecting me more than usual, causing me to feel agitated and restless. I have this feeling in my stomach and the need to move my legs before I explode. Perhaps screaming into a pillow would help!
Despite all of that, some books I ordered on Taoism arrived today. I’m really looking forward to reading them, and I noticed that like the classic INFP I am I feel very energised to do so. When my mind and heart is engaged in an idea or task set out before me, I feel so focused and powerful. I’m just looking forward to reading something that isn’t a work email or a non-fiction. Something that makes me think and ponder.
I kept up with my Malay today, though it felt a little rushed. Nevertheless, I’ve discovered that the act of sticking and resolving to finish ONE textbook before moving on is helping me a lot. I think before I used to get so overwhelmed with working from multiple books and apps at the same time. The challenge seems too great when you do it like that. This piecemeal approach feels sustainable, and the book is very concise so I feel like one lesson a day is doable. This is encouraging for me.
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