Reasons in My thoughts

Is there a reason why I came here? Yes there is……. Currently during lockdown realising that there are many things that are wrong with me. Majority of these things, I’ve never wanted to acknowledge and some are things that I couldn’t let go of. There are reasons for depression, the one I struggle with. Now I’ve never been to a doctor and they’ve told me that I have it. But when you look over the symptoms for it, when you look at the facts the figures and you analyse them you realise something. You look at why people have it and you think “I’ve been through a lot, so this explains it; but it doesn’t”. Reasons.