Tonight in Bedtime thoughts

Well today has been a good distraction.. yes I was upset cause Ex took for hours to contact me again saying he misses me.. well he can go die cause I gave him soo many chances and who cares if I end up alone , I’ll be rich and awesome and he’ll be stuck with His partner and his child … so I feel great happy calm great!!! But now I feel super wide awake and really want to try a makeup look for tomorrow but I should sleep … don’t know if I’m excited for work or kinda nervous cause they seem to be one step closer to letting me go yay !! As soon as I get accepted and comfortable they go and do this .. prove to them that just cause I can’t do acrylics doesn’t mean I’m a useless employee (well I hope I’m not) everytime I think I’m doing a good job I seem to get it wrong just like MPI .. we will see but I really hope I don’t cause that means no money and back on Centrelink .., maybe I can just start applying for jobs and see what happens