my mind in my depression

you break my heart everyday fucking with my mind every which way and i still dont even really know what to say im always trying but this shit gets tiring and you know that you know me and maybe one day youll see what you do to my heart after its all broken apart i just wanna go to god and tell him to hit restart and to give me a new heart but you know itll just break apart because everything that i touch breaks and when my fists ache after getting my anger out on a wall i wont even have anyone to call and in school ill sit in the bathroom stall and die inside because eveyone will be gone and itll all start over again at dawn