I haven't written in what feels like forever. At times I wonder if I even have anything worthy to say anyway.
To be honest, I haven't decided if I'm going to remain anonymous, let a few people know who I am, or just be open with everything. There's a sense of security in knowing that what I write has the ability to remain separate from my daily life. However, it is also nice to be able to relate with people I know on a more personal level through the words I write. Oh, the dilemma.
Christmas is rapidly approaching. I have my shopping nearly complete, I just need to pick up a gift after my flight to visit my family. A huge part of me is sad to be away from my boyfriend this Christmas, but at the same time I am thrilled I even have the opportunity to see my family at all. Because I'll be away, we have decided to postpone our Christmas until New Year's Eve. There's a small part of me that thinks he may propose to me on that day... But at the same time I think it's unlikely. I just don't know! I don't want to be disappointed if I'm wrong.
Six weeks ago, I began taking online classes to earn a Bachelor's Degree in Elementary Education. I have two weeks left for my first two classes, then I'll have about a month off, and start another two classes sometime in January. It feels good to finally start creating a future for myself and a (hopeful) future family.
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