What is emotional abuse? What exactly classifies as emotional abuse?
I’m asking myself this question and trying to do researcher because I feel that I am being emotionally abused. But everything I researched doesn’t tell me how to get out of the relationship.
I’m not getting physically hurt, I don’t fear for my life. But I do worry about my mental stability. I battle anxiety and depression and now I’m wondering if it’s caused by the emotional abuse. Didn’t have it beforehand, well a little bit with the relationship before which was a possessive one.
I feel embarrassed. I don’t want people that know me to know. I’m typically a strong individual and stuff like this I thought would never happen to me. Right now I’m going crazy because my S/O blocked me because I said something to annoy him. But why did I continue and let him over and eat dinner after all of this. Why am I still continuing to take the fault and be “good” when I know it’s abuse.
I’m 29 and I feel like these mind games are getting too much to handle. These last two relationships have been the worst of my life. I can only wonder what the future holds for me. I want to be married, have children, and just be happy. Why do I continue to be with people who just use me?
I’m moving to another state so I continue to use that as an excuse to continue with this madness. I’m sure I’m not alone, but I just wish we lived in a world where there wasn’t this narcissistic behavior. It’s starting to look like a trend to be a narcissist.
Let’s see what tomorrow brings, but today I’m mentally exhausted.
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