Sooo… I have decided after all of this time that I want to keep the baby. This will be our fifth child I and Lachlan are having and well I’m very ready. Thanks to a comment on my last post (sorry I forgot your name)- I took their advice about telling Lachlan how I feel and well… It reminded me of when we were younger… but that’s another story.
I told him that I was maybe thinking of abortion and he fully accepted that as a possibilty although I knew that he didn’t like the idea- He’s against it abortion, I’m really sure why I’ve never really asked since we never discussed it until now? I then asked about the possibility of putting them up for adoption but even I didn’t feel like that was good for us…
Anyway… long story short I feel like this entire time I actually wanted to keep the baby but thought that people would judge me for having five children… I mean everyone I’ve met in my life has either had 1,2 or 3 at a stretch but i guess that’s something that would make our family different and unique and well… we are one unique family.
I’d also like to say anyone who had left a comment on my last entry- as if it weren’t for your advice I’m pretty sure I’d be getting an abortion or putting this baby up for adoption. Thank you.
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