I met a girl and i am already really terrified that i am going to fuck it up. im very paranoid that i am already fucking it up. i dont know what to do or not to do to not fuck it up but i dont have anyone to ask anymore it seems. i dont even know enough about it to rant about it here except to say that i have been having a conversation with myself for the past ten minutes laying in bed saying 'youre gonna fuck it up' and replying 'shutup, i know, im trying not to' and so on and so on. its really bugging me out. i dont know what to say to her or not to say to make her think im not this crazy weirdo. im not all that bad i think, i just am afraid i will scare her away before she gets a chance to see anything. havent met anyone i cared about in a little over 4 years. i dont know how i feel about finally meeting someone. still early. still could be incompatible. and i could still fuck it up royally.
goddamnit. im so bad at this game.
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