Hello. You still lurk in the back of my head. I found out how to block you out, not the healthiest of things - and truthfully it doesn’t block you out. It helps me move on past you. It allows me to ascertain my focus and determine the perspective I wish to give off.
Your scent has evaporated fully now. I have forgotten the smell and what feeling it produces inside me as it fills my lungs like oxygen. This path feels similar… I have been here. I know this feeling of loss of something that was once…so…familiar. Allowing myself to focus in on it, I know…It’s gone. You are gone.
I have forgotten your touch…I have forgotten what you feel like…and I don’t want to remember. I have almost…almost lost the sound of your voice. I have also lost the darkness in your eyes. I saw it though…I did. You did a good job of keeping it away, but then you gave up. You see babe, that everyone has this darkness. We have to fight against it, we have to not let us be turned into something evil. No one likes an evil person do they?
Your choice to ghost me and ripe the kids away from me…well that was your choice. That choice created this future…which is your present. My actions, I am happy with my future I have created. Why did you have to hurt the innocent? There was better ways....
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