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Feeling i have to get out... in I'm thinking...
8:30pm, long day, lots of drive time, lots of energy pushed out, not enough yoga or meditation, stress rising, hard loss at the end of the day, heart beat too high with no way to release....ALRIG...
Search or wait? in Who are you?
I want you. I’m impatient and restless. My heart throbs and beats thrusting against my rib cage. My soul is locked inside this dungeon crying out to God to bring you to me. I try to stay focused ...
1st Vision of you in Who are you?
“Wait, hold on a minute…” I sit down for meditation and prayer. Per usual, I start a brief stretch and yoga session as I continue to practice an new experimental breathing technique I’ve been toy...
Breakthrough, CHECK! in I thought of you today
I’ve been battling you again. Your thoughts have been trying to eak their way into my mind, but I found how you were getting in. Cha cha cha changes! Name of the game. Another change I started to...
The present turns into our futures in I thought of you today
Hello. You still lurk in the back of my head. I found out how to block you out, not the healthiest of things - and truthfully it doesn’t block you out. It helps me move on past you. It allows me ...
A different choice to be made. in I thought of you today
Today is going better. Last night was really good. I received some of the wisdom that I seeked. Not sure where that will lead me. I am open to see where I go. I’m lost in between the past and the...
Phantom Pains and Learned Scars in I thought of you today
Today I am overthinking and overanalyzing. But the more and more I think about those two things, I have to think of the opposite - under thinking and under analyzing. If I had to choose between t...
