Beautiful Fat Tuesday.... in Plan B

Earlier today I had situation and it made me feel full of angst so it was hard for me to take a nap. Kind of like a stone in my shoe feeling but in case a peeble in my heart.... Went and did my Lil Lady this morning and we were talking slowly waking up and she proceeded to tell me she got up yesturday and felt very dizzy and sat back down for a while. Good thinking on her part. Worry on mine. She has those slipper sox with lil rubber nubbies on the bottom so keep her sure footed and there are no rugs in the apt. So I kiss her good bye and was going to go to the office and instead call them. I asked them about getting the Lil Lady a life line in case she does fall just press the lil button and help is on the way. Welllllllllll guess what I found out??? I stung my eyes with tears actually. Her lovely and beautiful son isn't even suppose to be notified ever for anything ever and her son's wife ( not allowed to call her "daughter in law" according to the Lil Lady. She dosn't like or trust her at all an neither do I ) is in charge of completely everything. Everything. No life line allowed for the Lil Lady. Seriously? She is 94. My heart fell. I can not get involved emotionally. That is hard when I love her. Ugh. Families can be such pains in the asses. Why? Sigh. There is nothing I can do and that right there is the cause of my angst. I will do some stretching and get some relief. Wine will help too. Last night I had an opposum in between my fence and the neibs. Casie Marie wanted it so bad I had to carry her in the house shut the door ~ go back out side with a flash light an tell it - It has to go home somwhere else other than mine. Good grief. Would not budge. We had a stare down. Amazing animal actually. The colors were grey, light brown and spots of white. It's tail was amazing. Rat like but very muscular. I just shook the fence and it hissed at me and I told it to "Move it Buster" and it actually did. It waddled it's lil behind and I kept the flash lite on it till it went down the path. Poor thing. Then on the way into the house I accidently hit the tree with the lite and a big ol owl came swooping down right above my head. Alot of night life here I guess. I have yet to take the kids for there daily walk and if truth be told I really don't feel like it. I am tired. Use to grabbing a few hours of shut eye and that isn't going to happen. Romeo had a seizure today. It lasted a long time for me. He was walking funny and I thought he had something in his lil paw. Here he laid down and I sat with him and held him and talked to him slowly and told him that every thing was going to be ok. He went thru it and now he is ok. He wants to go for a walk so I know he is fine. Thank goodness. I will take them. I have to he dosn't leave me alone till we go. Pester, pester, perster. Got my flip flops on.