So you know how I’ve been feeling particularly good lately? Not just the recovering from my major health scare and finding out that my aneurysm is stable and stuff, but the fallout from that, which includes overwhelming JOY and gratefulness…AND weight loss and clothes fitting better?
And all of that has been a catalyst for me to purchase some new clothes and reward myself for taking good care of myself during this journey.
So! In addition to some pretty summery dresses and work stuff and some new running shoes to walk in, I bought myself some lingerie online. Oh yes I did! And I wonder if you might be able to see where this story is going…?
Oh yes you can! My order came in on Friday afternoon, so by that evening it became: Friday Night Sexy Lingerie Try-On Night!!
I had purchased two sets of the lacy, racy kind…you know…the sets that include garters, right? And there was one set in particular that was sheer. And when I say sheer, I mean it looks like I’m naked with the sheer, near-blush color of the fabric, but with the enhancement of a delicate little floral stitch patterns in a beautiful blue color and the bold outlines of the seams as they had been reinforced with black piping. When I tried it on, I literally looked like a naked Ginger with the outline of a bra and panties colored in with some delicate lines. Does that even make sense? It was sooooo pretty/sexy to me and made me so happy to see.
So happy, in fact, that I snapped some photos in the mirror…and then guess what I did?
You KNOW what I did, DON’T YOU??!!!
That’s right. I sent a text to Doctor D asking him if he was busy because I had some “underwear questions” for him!!
He answered right away, telling me that he was working but that he could help me out and answer my questions. I wrote him back asking, “Are you sure??!”
“Yup”
So I sent him 2 photos:
“With garters…”
“Or without?”
And he was very quick to tell me that garters are always sexier… “sexy, sexy” as he put it. I know he was at work (which meant he was sitting in an operating room looking at pretty much naked photos of me!!), so his answers were almost businesslike! Almost MEDICAL!!
But then again, he did tell me that I looked great.
Which…nice.
But I kind of feel like I didn’t get what I wanted out of it. And you know what I want out of it… a boyfriend.
But it’s clearly not going to be him. Ugghhh. WHY do I do this to myself??
Cringingly,
GS
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