Brody text me back finally he said he had been on the tractor and didn’t see my text. I ask him if he could come over. He didn’t answer for like a whole hour then text back and said His grandma said The whole point of life is learning to live with the consequences of the bad decision we’ve made. I ask him what that means he said it means Grandma is like 75 and very country so she talks that way and I have to figure out what that means. I ask what does that me. Brody said I live with my bad decision are get in more trouble. Does that mean you can come over? Brody said that’s the thing I have to figure out. because she may be saying I know she is mad and I knew I couldn’t go so why am I asking or it could mean. I can go and I just live with what I did yesterday. I got a 50/50 shot of getting it right because everything is a choice.
I still feel like it is because I told him what my stepdad did.
I like it here but the people are so different it’s hard to fit in. My old town we just stayed on the internet, played video games stayed on our phones went to the movies or shopping. Here nobody plays videogames hardly never on their phones and always outside it’s 45 mins to the movies. and it’s like they have all this freedom.
Before Brody got in trouble if he was going somewhere he just said I”ll be back later and would just go nobody asks where and how long it’s hard to explain but it is like a different world. I haven’t heard a siren since we moved here my old town you heard them every five seconds. the police talk to us at the park and know every teen’s name but not because they did anything in my old town if the police knew your name it was a bad thing we avoided them here they go talk to them.
I guess I’m rambling but I want Brody to come over so bad and there is nothing to do. Brody said he don’t get that there is always something to do. plus I don’t get his answer about coming over can he are, can’t he.
Loading comments...