Today in My Love

Today was a hard one my love. I haven’t talked to you all day. I miss you something fierce. I hear you had a good day today. I heard you broke down, and that depresses me. It hurts because I couldn’t hold you. Couldn’t tell you it would be ok. And it is going to be ok.
But I am hurting for other reasons. I am hurting because of what I can’t do. I can’t give you diamonds or gold. I can’t give you the moon and the stars. I can’t give you the splendor that you deserve. I can’t give you the carefree life you should be living. I can only give you one thing. And that is a promise. I can promise to love you until the day I die. And whether a life with you happens or not, I will keep that promise. Because I’ll go to my grave loving you. You and you alone my love.