You know with this new journal here I never thought to introduce myself because I am a newbie along with the other 1000's that have left O.D. So here is the scoop...I am a female and 53 years old. Never married tho long relationships and no children other than the ones in fur. I have 3 older sisters. The oldest one Jerri lives in Ohio with her hubby and is raising her grandson. The next sister is Jan and she lives in the same area I do but we don't see or talk to each other and it's been over 2 years. She is an alcholic which means one hot mess. Too be honest after all the crap that happened I don't even think of her too much anymore. It isn't sad or anything it is just the way she is. She has been an alcholic most of my life and all her children's lives. Karma is a bitch. Then there is Sharon she lives 85 miles south of me and is married. She leads a pretty boring life such as I so that is good. She has cut down on her drinking finally. I am the baby. I have 2 dogs....Casie Marie Boo-Boo Head aka Booger Head. She is a Chow, Cocker and Golden Mix. We have been thru alot together and she is getting old like me. Then there is Romeo McGuillicuddy and he is a Japenese Chin. He is black and white. I got him after Jan left my home after I caught her drunk on her ass. She left and he stayed. He is a very good boy. He was upset because Casie Marie is a mix and he wanted to be like his big sister so his first name was always Romeo then I added the McGuillicuddy so he IS a mix now too. He is a very sensitive boy and has to be near his Mommy. He is the most cat like dog off all breeds.
For a living I work 2 jobs. One is for a home health company and I take care of a Lil Lady who will be 94 on March 1. The other is at an ALF with huge problems. The owner himself who is a raging drunk announced that it took just 3 years to "Fuck this place Up" and it is. My plan of action is to leave the place once I move. I short saled my house and should be moving into my apartment next month. I rented off these nice people before and now I am going back. This is the 4'th time I have lived on the street. If that dosn't say something nothing will.
I am basically a happy person just tired. I know what I am experiencing isn't permanent so that makes it doable. Once I get moved and quit the alf and go into home health full time things will calm down. Right now I need to do what I have to in order for things to go as planned or as much in that direction.
My loves are art,books,the beach,yoga. I will increase my self and nrg when I move from where I am at now into town. I will be living right downtown off one street. Alot more action and near the water. I need to be near water. I walk in the rain alot during summer as long as there is no lightening. Duh. I try to keep drama down and just keep on keepin on. I have a positive attitude most of the time and try to keep it that away. I practice Buddhism. I don't really drink except wine rarely and I don't do bars. I love the art walks tho. I would love to find someone one day who I can out to dinner and what not. I miss companionship. I am physically in shape thanks to lifting over weight people all day and doing yoga. Yesturday I went to the library and found some back issues of Yoga Journal and that has inspired me so that is good.
So that is about it. Not much just a little and simple. Drama free and keepin it that way. Life is hard enough why add crap to it it comes naturally. Easy Peasy....Peace Out n In....
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