almost died allergic reaction to bug bite, kidnapping forced psychogical help, cant afford medicine :( in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

Yesterday a tiny bite swelled to 14 inches across my arm. It was swelled itchy red warm to touch with shooting nerve pains. I had difficulties breathing. I left work 2 hours early to get medical help.I go to the doctor for him to inform me i am severely allergic to an insect bite they wasnt sure which one. said if it continued my throat could have sealed shut. They gave me a large dose of benadryl, and hydrocortisone creme. Refused to sign me up for insurance because i am $10 above the poverty line between me and me husband Talan’s paychecks. Dr gave me a script i told him keep it. I have $90 to live off of for 2 weeks i cant afford the medicine. I went to the car crying knowing i need the medicine but cant afford it. She gave me the script to stop allergic reaction that might seal my throat shut. Shit i cant even afford to die! Funerals are ridiculous price. Thank God dad paid for his.

I asked mom if she could help me get my medicine she made an excuse informed me i am going plant her a garden. She said she found my cousin Carolyn’s sister Elizabeth a pot head thief who sells drugs out of the house and lives off of people mom wanted to move her in mom’s house so she wasnt alone. I told her she could do bad all by herself. When i explained why mom what she does changed her mind. I told mom she already has 2 parasites living in her backyard aka my brother Tom and sister in law Lesa. Does she need to add another person to leach off of her? I told her give me a bit of time till the kitten is old enough the cat can be her/him as a roommate. At least the cat doesn’t sell drugs! You wont catch the kitten smoking weed, snorting pills in your house!

After i came home i was dizzy and exhausted from the medicine given to me for the allergic reaction. I just wanted to sleep. My Aunt Janet rang my phone told me meet her. My husband drove me because i feared i might wreck my car. Janet said mom isnt taking dad’s death well she wanted me and my brother to force her to visit psych unit for mental health. My mom screamed no one can commit her without her permission. I told my mom actually mom you have no choice if it is a court ordered psychological evaluation.

I told her when my friend Audrey was alive when i was 20 Audrey’s son Ricky was sent by courts for psychological evaluation after he hit his brother Shawn in the head with a hammer for not having mustard in the house. Ricky strangled me till i passed out because i asked him to calm down so we could talk. I offered to buy him mustand he tried to stab me and Audrey i threw all the knives across the room to prevent being stabbed. Tella and Amanda was trying to hold him down till the cops got there. When i woke up i was so furious i got in hand to hand combat with him tackled him knocked him off his feet. Me Amanda and Tella held him down till the cops got there. I was on Ricky his arm twisted behind his back sitting on him when the cops got there. Amanda and Tella were holding down his legs. He was bloody because a busted his mouth and nose his blood everywhere. Ricky begged for handcuffs and safety of the psych unit from the “crazy bitches.” Dont try to stab my best friend i wont kick your ass!

Ambulance driver was called for Ricky they thought Tella, Audrey, Amanda and me were bleeding. No it was from Ricky. The ambulance drivers checked strangle marks across my neck said i had concussion and whip lash. It took over a month to heal. Asked me if i wanted to go to the hospital i decided not to
My college professors wanted to know why i had a black eye and couldnt turn my bruised neck.. i tried to head butt a psychotic man with a knife. I accidentally blacked my own eye breaking his nose. that is how i got his knife away! Apparently my fighting skills were not from professionals.

Me, Tella and Amanda was offered a job as police officers by the people who picked up Ricky said they never saw anyone stop Ricky before. He broke a nurses hip previously never allowed to return to Appalachian Regional Hospital again and injured police officers during his previous psychiatric episodes forcing them into retirement. They said for 3 girls never taught to professionally fight they never saw such skill. Ricky put handcuffs on himself thanking the police officers for protecting him.

After his evaluation any time he tried to have an abusive psychotic episode Audrey said he bring Amanda, Tella and me to talk to him. Ricky for years was to afraid to attack anyone. I stayed friends with Audrey on the internet because my fiance Alan fell in love with Audrey’s sister in law Gwen they are married now in an open relationship. Alan and Gwen got abusive to me and Audrey kept our friendship on Second Life an online videogame for years after our fight if Ricky got abusive she offered to call Tella, me or Amanda Ricky appologized backed down.

Audrey died of cancer in my late 20s. I asked to go to the funeral but my ex alan and his gf Gwen threatened me. I offered to donate money to help her son Shawn pay for her cremation. I was dating Alex in college when Audrey died. He didnt understand why i cried. Audrey was my best friend for almost 10 years! She meant the world to me! They never deleted her name on the game Second Life. After she died i wrote her character on Second Life a letter that i loved and miss her. I been thinking if i ever have a daughter her middle name might be Audrey. Alan and Gwen stopped me from seeing Audrey due to their physical violence but 12 years later they cant stop me from naming my eventual future daughter Audrey.

Ok back to mom. my Aunt Janet tried to drive mom to Hazard Kentucky for psychological help. I asked my Aunt Janet if she knew that she was doing is kidnapping. Janet screamed what if your mom kills herself. I told Janet if she does i bury her! You cant force her against her will. Mom is getting psychiatric help in Beckley. Janet believes mom is manipulating the drs because she is a psych nurse. I agree but only time and mom’s willingness can heal her mental illness. My mom is hurt. Janet is angry at me and mom brother telling her let it go.. yup she crazy but she cant be helped if she doesnt help herself! Mom was nice enough to buy us ice cream while Janet and her argued whether she going to be comitted. I had no control i was just there for the ride.

I was dropped off i called mom she was furious. She ranted a bit i got off the phone went to bed at 4 am this morning mom was crying angry couldnt sleep. I got Talan ready for work.

Coal caught me distracted mounted Harley our mama cat.. apparently Talan accidentally let him out. I picked up Coal put him in the bedroom Harley was furious. She mouthed me while i sent her back to her kitten. Someday when i dont have $90 to live off of for 2 week Coal.will be neutered. Being poor sucks!

My medical note says i can go back to work after the fifth. I got to take more benadryl and use hydrocortisone creme to reduce swelling because i cannot afford the prescription the dr wants me to take. Who knew a bug bite could cause 14 inch wide across and from my shoulder to my elbow worth a swelling. I got to take more benadryl because swelling is getting worse. I guess today will be the day i nap! i wonder if epson salt bath could help deal this. Pinterest would know God i am tired.

Last updated June 04, 2019