future remodel, kitty dollhouse, illegal eviction in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

My husband asked me to bring him some clothes after work so i thought he was going shower and come home after all be been at Scott and Patch’s since friday. Talan suddenly challenged Scott to a drinking contest. I watched Talan lose this drinking contest hours later while he vomited Scott cheered himself the winner. I looked at Patch asking her if they do this every weekend he comes over? She said no sometimes they have dinners and Talan helps them do repairs. I got irritated i admitted he will do repairs for her but he wont help me repair anything at my house.

I talked to her about wishing he would get rid of the threadbare couch, fix the tubs, heat pump, dryer and dishwasher. I admitted how i gave up on living in a beautiful house. She took notice to my irritation. I thought my husband simply couldn’t be changed. I gave up taking him home and left. Patch started making plans.

Yesterday Patch came over looked at our humiliation of a house said me, her Talan and Scott are going to remodel my house. Talan didn’t want them in the house because he is embarassed i told him shut up let them in. Patch said she wants to repair the underpinning, try to fix the tubs, heat pump,dish washer, she wants to install the dryer mom gave us. She wants to build shelves and fix the flower bed that have been overtaken by weeds. Under the trailer is pallets once used to put things on top of as storage she asked if she could use the wood as storage. I told her go ahead. Scott and Patch always been kind but i never dreamed of this. I am overwelmed by their kindness.

Patch talking about remodeling our bar in the kitchen to invent glass storage so our cats wont break our collectables. Most of my collectables are sealed in boxes because my asshole cats like testing gravity with anything of significant value. I love my cats so much so i been keeping things in boxes away from my feline terrorists!

My best friend Tella went to vacation at Virginia Beach with her boyfriend Tyler and our friend Michael. She been posting tons of pictures. I been enjoying the photographs to discover her bragging how amazing i am on her social media. I didnt know how to respond. I value and appreciate her. I never thought of me changing anyones life but apparently to my best friends i have.

Yesterday i noticed Harley wasnt paying attention to her baby. I heard the baby crying for attention so i laid the baby on the bed called Harley over. She laid beside my breast feeding her baby purring happily while Ziggy male black cat purred happily while i pet them. Ziggy never offers to harm the kitten. I have even caught him grooming the tiny kitten when Harley wasnt looking. I sometimes call the kitten Junior but he doesnt have an official name. Ziggy is a great babysitter. I enjoyed the silence for several hours.

Due to Coal not being fixed i went into the other bedroom to check on him to discover him asleep in my dollhouse dad built me as a child. I cried from happiness. My sister in law Lesa said that dollhouse should never be used i should throw it away. Seeing Coal’s use of the dollhouse really made me miss my daddy. He died in December i was so proud the cat valued what my daddy built. I snuck out quietly and cried. sometimes even a grey and white cat can manage to make me value the life and memory of my father.

I visited me mom today. We ate dinner together. I offered to switch her new dryer out for her old one to help. Mom offered her old dryer to me as a replacement. Talan, Patch and Scott offered switch it out to help mom refused them to be there. I decided cancel that help since she wont help herself. Mom tried to volunteer me to clean her house for her. She went on and on how depressed she is the psychiatrists and medicines didnt help. She became to emotionally exhausting so i left. I cried when i left because i was overwhelmed. She went on and on about dad’s death but i wanted to discuss his life. I try not to cry because he died i try to celebrate because he lived.

I noticed Harrison selling a mobile home online but the paperwork says house is for sale too but someone must live there. I talked to Emily who said her brother in law Harrison and her sister Cindy are trying to force an illegal eviction on Lake who is Emily’s dad. Cindy doesnt inherit the property till Lake dies but she illegally trying to sale the land out from underneath her father. Only the trailer belongs to Cindy. They took Lake to court tried to evict him from his own house. I am furious his own daughter would do that to him.

I told mom how dirty, manipulative and illegal thing Cindy and Harrison are trying to do. My moms answer was she thinks either Tom or I would try to do that. Now Tom is an asshole i think he is that dirty but i am not my brother! I dont take what isnt mine! I love my mom to much to ever hurt her like that. Her comment hurt my feelings i got her mail for her went home a cried. what type of monster does she think i am? Since dad died she thinks the worse of people. Tom lives on her property rent free, eats her food steals from her. I told her fix Tom she refuses. I told her Tom takes advantage of her in life dont let him sell everything she worked hard for when she passes away. Mom says she plans to change the will. I told her if she rather not inherit it to me give it to someone deserving. I am not here for her stuff. I love her i am here for her! I rather have her than material posessions anyday. Mom is so negative and depressed from dad’s death i hope she gets better.

When dad died i talked to the suicide hotline whether to take my life or not. Instead seeing a psychiatrist i used this diary to help heal. I take no antidepressant or have medical help. I talk to my friends worked through my emotions. I love my dad but i wont let his death destroy me.

Me and my kitties are going back to bed. I work today 12pm-5pm at Ollies. Tomorrow i am being taught to unload the truck 5 am to 12 pm that shift. I haven’t gave up on job applications because i deserve a good paying job. With hard work life will be better i just can’t wait for a hero to save me!