Mirrors in Chaos
- April 26, 2019, 7:08 a.m.
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Ever look in a mirror one day and see someone disgusting and hideous but then look in that same mirror another day and see a different face?
I’ve always wondered if this happened to everyone.
There are days I look at myself in a mirror and I see me but I look repulsive. I feel that I look like a man. That my nose is insanely huge and I’m disgusted by my reflection. Those days I do my best to avoid the mirror and honestly I don’t even want to be seen by ANYONE. Not because I’m worried what others will think but because I don’t think anyone needs to see how disgusting I am.
Other days I look in that same mirror and I see me but I look decent enough. I no longer look like a man but a normal plain jane woman and I’m ok with my reflection.
It’s funny because I generally do not have a low self esteem. I don’t worry about how others see me or if others find me attractive or not. I am what I am and you can take me or leave me.
hollow book ⋅ April 26, 2019