Not allowed to go out, kill self, burn mobile home to ground in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman
- April 8, 2019, 12:01 a.m.
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I gave Talan a $15 gift card to Krogers decided get food to get by because he didnt get his paycheck to pay rent or bills. In return Talan spent the $15 plus $75 more after i told him use $15 till Monday he refused. He told me i am covering this he wont after he offered to help.. He in returned said it my fault we cant pay the bills. When i cried because we were arguing he demanded me to kill myself and burn the mobile home to the ground. I only made $200 this paycheck but he demanded me to pay rent, car insurance, power, gas food etc. I could not.
I asked him to please take me fishing. He said i am not allowed unless that is going be our dinner. I dont eat fish. I asked him take me on a walk he said no watching Letterkenny. We cant afford it. I asked if we can do taxes he refused calling off of work to do taxes tomorrow even though we need the money and i can do that my damn self. He said he wanted to choose what bank account the money goes into.
He screamed at me quit being a child i need to learn to depend on him. Dad is dead he cant save me anymore. I cried in hysterical. Why bring my dead dad into this? I cant depend on Talan videogames, naps and sitting on his ass is more important than me.
I wanted to go to Zumba with Tella i wasnt allowed we couldnt afford it even though it is a free class. Tella went without me i cried sitting in the bedroom hoping he wouldnt cuss me again. I slept because only there am i happy.
When a depressed person needs out of the house please do it. Dont say we cant afford to take you out. Why is this person must cry staring at blank walls? Quit making promises you wont keep! A person cannot see depression is killing the sad person. They need just a moment of happiness. Today i cried behind walls took car keys and said i am leaving. He asked as he allowed to come? I need away for a while give me space. Let me wonder a bit find a grasp as sanity. You cant afford to let me go out? Can you afford the hospital bill when i am committed because i cant function with depression anymore? Let me live!
I am at Walmart wondering aimlessly wondering why do i keep trying?
Charlotte, Light and Dark ⋅ April 08, 2019
Girl...I have been reading you for a long time, and I always ask myself WHY you put up with him. I wanted to tell you to RUN....
But you always seemed to make up, and things were decent for a while. Until he flared at you again....and again...and again.
Your Mom wants you with her, so you have a place to land for a while. Even though she might drive you a little crazy, she really does have your best interests at heart. So, now I will say, you've got to RUN away from him! You deserve so much better- someone who shares your dreams, and who is willing to give the important people and things the effort they deserve. Think about it- you can meet a guy who wants to go to zumba WITH you !
Always Forgiven ⋅ April 08, 2019
Girl, you deserve so much better. You need to get out of there. I’d come pack your bags for you if I lived nearby. He’s probably a lot of the reason for your depression. 😡😢
Deleted user ⋅ April 08, 2019
It seems like his behavior towards you is getting worse and it happens gradually and I mean just got out take your cats go to your mom's I know your mom stresses you out too but she's your mom and you love her and I know when you see her it makes you feel better that she's feeling better