Comatose. in Other life events.

I'm not sure why but i just slept from 5pm to 8am without waking up even once.

I'm not much of a sleeper so that's got to be a record, 15 hours of sleep; i haven't slept much at all over the past week though so i guess it built up into that crash.

Went the unit yesterday with Sean, we achieved nothing as usual, Sean put my car indoors and now his brother is complaining because he wants to move my car outside. Everyone was taking it out on me even though i never asked for it to be put inside and even requested it stays outside. They even spent most the day insulting my car and the amount of money I've put into it. I don't know if it's jealousy or something but i didn't see the point in them belittling me after I've put every penny I've got into it.

I just brought it up with him on facebook anyway but no reply, he wants me to go santa pod race way this year with him. I'm not going since Sammy and Ryan are now going and also Sean's girlfriend is also going when originally it was just me, Sean and his brother. I'm not good with crowds anyway so i just told him i don't want to go anymore, i don't consider them friends and they don't consider me friends.

What a load of shit this week's been, i spent the last 2 days eating like a horse before race season and put on a pound. So i'm 15'1 now. I'm going to get back into the groove today anyway and go the gym when my mother gets back later. I don't know what to do with myself, put so much money into this car and feel like it's never going to be finished and i'll never get a return. I don't like how Sean asked for an explanation as to why i won't want to go with people i know and don't have an answer for it; other than i have nothing in common with them and i'm just a weirdo who's antisocial.