Spiralling... in Chaos

  • Feb. 18, 2019, 4:05 a.m.
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I’m pretty fucked up today.

My kids are spending the night away. This makes me feel like shit.

I’m feeling unwanted. So much so that I’m bothered that my cats refuse to allow me to pet them and choose to ignore me.

I needed comforting tonight and he tried but when I put him.to the test by saying he didn’t have to sit with me he failed. He had to go finish his coffee before it got cold.

I’m hurting worse now. I’m spiralling out of control and I’m worried I’m not going to survive the night.

Maybe that would be best.


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